What i know. I know what it is like to lose a friend. To lose someone i really care about. Someone who loved me and would always check in on me and make sure i was ok. Someone who made a effort to make me happy.
One day i was on a vacation with my friend Nico and his family. I woke up like eney other day and went to make breakfast. I got this weird feeling like something happened. I didn't know exactly what it was because i had never felt anything like it befor. It was like something bad had happened and no one told me anything. Surely i thought everything was ok at least with my friends family. I let the feeling be and we went up to the mountain and went skiing and snowboarding.the feeling had never let me be.
The day i got home is a day i never would forget. I remember my mom wearing shorts and a t shirt with a bleach stain on the bottom write of it and my sister was in a blanket on the couch we hadn't talked yet my mother told me that my grandmother had passed away. I remember it was about 3:30 as soon as she told me that i knew exactly what that feeling was. It was like i knew it happend befor i was told. I broke down. I loved my grandmother a lot and finding out that she passed broke me. It had felt like someone took a shotgun to my chest and pulled the trigger.
The day of the funeral was a sad day it was in palm springs. We all meat in a room with a stage and a piano in it. We all shared stories about my grandma i didn't say anything even though i wanted to. People talked and talked and i had meat people who called me family who i had never seen in my life. I was wearing a black and white button up and my sister was wearing one of my grandma's old purple dresses. My mom in a black dress and my dad wearing a pair of black slacks and a blue button up that my grandmother loved. You could see the dread on all of our faces knowing we were all sad. I regret not saying a couple things. I knew that my grandmother was there with us the whole time.
I miss my grandma a lot. She will always have a piece of my heart. I got a painting of a portrait she loved and a small teddy bear. The picture hangs in my living room and is the first thing you see when entering my home. The painting looked like building and scenery you would see in new mexico or somewhere exocit. I know i will never forget her. She will always be my grandma.
One day i was on a vacation with my friend Nico and his family. I woke up like eney other day and went to make breakfast. I got this weird feeling like something happened. I didn't know exactly what it was because i had never felt anything like it befor. It was like something bad had happened and no one told me anything. Surely i thought everything was ok at least with my friends family. I let the feeling be and we went up to the mountain and went skiing and snowboarding.the feeling had never let me be.
The day i got home is a day i never would forget. I remember my mom wearing shorts and a t shirt with a bleach stain on the bottom write of it and my sister was in a blanket on the couch we hadn't talked yet my mother told me that my grandmother had passed away. I remember it was about 3:30 as soon as she told me that i knew exactly what that feeling was. It was like i knew it happend befor i was told. I broke down. I loved my grandmother a lot and finding out that she passed broke me. It had felt like someone took a shotgun to my chest and pulled the trigger.
The day of the funeral was a sad day it was in palm springs. We all meat in a room with a stage and a piano in it. We all shared stories about my grandma i didn't say anything even though i wanted to. People talked and talked and i had meat people who called me family who i had never seen in my life. I was wearing a black and white button up and my sister was wearing one of my grandma's old purple dresses. My mom in a black dress and my dad wearing a pair of black slacks and a blue button up that my grandmother loved. You could see the dread on all of our faces knowing we were all sad. I regret not saying a couple things. I knew that my grandmother was there with us the whole time.
I miss my grandma a lot. She will always have a piece of my heart. I got a painting of a portrait she loved and a small teddy bear. The picture hangs in my living room and is the first thing you see when entering my home. The painting looked like building and scenery you would see in new mexico or somewhere exocit. I know i will never forget her. She will always be my grandma.